Am quickly losing/have already lost faith in institutional learning

Saw this at the New Museum last Friday when I was in New York for the Armory show. It's really strange seeing Benglis's feminist work and then something like this. This shit weather's starting to get me down, I think I need a new hobby. Was talking to Nick last night about Musicology and synesthesia- I think I want to pick up learning music theory?

Yayoi Kusama was definitely a shroomhead.

What does it mean to live within your own ethics? Your most abstract and yet most direly important goal is to wake up in twenty years and be as far away as you can from the heaviness of your own conscience. Because it doesn't matter what you do or what you convince yourself to think; a conscience is ubiquitous and therefore the most fragile element with which you preserve yourself. At the end of your life, the only thing left for you to do will be to evaluate, and evaluate. And within the bigger picture, if you can shake hands with your conscience, then you are liberated. You are wholesomely yours.